Chuck Taylors and The Pillows

Day 1

So, I just went through my first day of being a "real" teenager in a really long time. I must say it was sorta fun to only worry about responsibilities because I want to. I really didn't do anything all that different, but I had this attitude that life was so much more when I make it that way. I never realized it was so easy to enjoy life if you just let yourself. I did pretty much every obligation I would usually do, but I didn't let any of it seem like work. I read a book for class because I knew it was a good book that I really enjoyed reading. I did weather for the news because it can be fun as long as you write an interesting script and I think I did that. I got a physical to make sure I was capable of doing the Marathon DJ world record thing, partly because other people wanted me to, but I saw it as a step that I had to take to do the Marathon DJing and I really wanna do it, so that didn't even feel like an inconvenience. I had a director's meeting, but I didn't mind it, I got to talk about the Marathon DJing and get feedback from other directors. I usually don't like director's meetings, but I sorta did tonight. I finally feel like, for the first time in my life, that I have no strings. I can finally do what I wanna do, it just turns out that a lot of the stuff that I did before, that I viewed as work, I actually kinda enjoy. I love my life so much more then I ever have, I can't explain it, but I just made the decision I wasn't going to let stress get to me anymore, and so far, it hasn't. Maybe I am having more fun because I'm blonde, I don't know, but I like it. Later Days.