Chuck Taylors and The Pillows

Life in General

Today was a weird day for me. I could, for the very first time in two years, say that I'm unemployed. I love being able to say that. I no longer have any job, now my job title is student. I don't have to look through those lists to see what word best describes "fast food worker." Also, I'm just a college kid now, that is very cool to be able to say. I'm College kid Terry. That is what made up the start of my day, me basking in the glory that is unemployment. The later part of my day was spent at a wake. I hate wakes. One of my cousins died recently, about last Thursday. I haven't had many people who are close to me die, but this was a pretty close cousin. It didn't hit me too hard until tonight. That's why I hate wakes, its just all of the dead's friends and family standing around being sad and talking about what a great person they were. That was very true tonight. I honestly can not think of anything bad about my cousin, he was one of the best people I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. If it was up to me, I would only go to funerals. They are much more organized and you don't have to linger around being sad. I'm just sad that I'm still so young and this just the fourth in many wakes I'll be attending, I don't even like thinking about it. I almost don't even want to have a wake when I die. If I do, I'll have to make it interesting, have a live band play there or something. I could play some dance music and put out a big dance floor, making it look like a club. I just hope me or my family doesn't have to worry about it for awhile. Later Days.