Chuck Taylors and The Pillows

So its been forever since I've been to this blog and I've moved on to another website, but I really needed to blog. I know its geeky and something weird that firmly attaches me to my generation, but I don't care. When the new year began, I had planned on going to the local community college and starting a podcast network with five shows. Its become harder to get other people started then I had first thought and my financial aid fell through. This leaves me working at Dairy Queen with crappy hours and a podcast that hasn't done anything in over a month. I don't know what to do to move forward. I really want to move to L.A. sometime over the summer, but unless I can find a better job, that's not going to happen. I don't want to be stuck here for the rest of my life. I don't feel fulfilled at all. I feel frustrated and I need something more. I feel unmotivated and tired all the time. I hope I can figure something out soon. That's about it, I just had to get all that written down, it makes it more real somehow.